First post since June of last year.
It's a bit odd to have come back to the place where posts were usually penned down as a result of circumstances and emotions that surrounded me, and reading back on those pieces remind me of versions of me that I barely remember. It's been a long time since I started writing this blog of sorts, and reflecting back on the previous entries, this is what I deduce of myself 2 years back:
-Childish
-Whiny
-Bitchy
-Spiteful
-Weak
-Selfish
These are just a fraction of what I really thought when I read my previous accounts. Looking back, I used to think of myself as some high and mighty version of an ideal person on this earth. My thoughts and actions were, for lack of a more fitting word, shallow. Over the two years, with more experiences and consequences, I have realized the lack of character in me and now, hopefully, would have by now filled the void in more ways than others. In other words, I HAVE CHANGED. YES PEOPLE CHANGE FOR THE BETTER.
So what was the point of my self realization? The point is I believe it is time to put a hold on this blog and start afresh (is blogging still a thing?).
And if you do seem to go back and read this blog from the bottom, keep in mind that this was a part of me that I have now hidden far away in the abyss of my soul. Don't judge my 19 year old version, it happens.
And if you do seem to go back and read this blog from the bottom, keep in mind that this was a part of me that I have now hidden far away in the abyss of my soul. Don't judge my 19 year old version, it happens.
Also I no longer have fancy long hair if someone still remembers them.
So until then, laters.
